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teyla ([personal profile] teyla) wrote2020-06-02 09:10 pm
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Nirvana in Fire

I have posted fic! I wrote this fic two years ago and finally managed to get it beta'ed and ready for posting. Better late than never, huh?

In other news, I have joined the C-drama bandwagon.


That show gave me so many feelings, oh my god!! D: D:

Beware of spoilers, since I marathoned all 54 episodes in like two weeks and will be talking about all of it.

It took me a while to warm up to, well, most of the characters, really. My first fave was Lin Chen, and I was very upset when I learned he wouldn't be in most of the show. I liked Mei Changsu well enough, but it took till later in the show for me to get attached to him (I did get attached to him! Most definitely. Protect the sad man in grey. :| )

Meng Zhi was another quick fave, partially because he's lovely and partially because his facial hair is amazing. I really wanted to ship Mei Changsu/Meng Zhi for a while ... because I couldn't quite warm up to Jingyan? He seemed pretty boring in the beginning. I was more interested in Meng Zhi, as well as Xia Dong/Mu Nihuang. I still love those two and want all of the battle academy fic about them!

Around the absolutely heartbreaking disaster that was Jingrui's 25th birthday (how could you do this to him??) I got very invested in Jingrui/Yujin. They're like Rosencrantz and Guildenstern, though I do hope they got a better ending than those two. Jingrui makes me have many feelings, he's so sweet. I loved the conversation he had with Mei Changsu when he left for Southern Chu--the whole thing about "I liked you and I wanted you to like me back, but it's not like you owe me anything". Such a smart boy!

I finally got invested in Mei Changsu/Jingyan when they had their shouting match in the snow about freeing Wei Zheng. What a fantastic scene, and so well acted. Generally, the longer Mei Changsu didn't tell Jingyan who he really was, the more invested I got--it started to seem so fucking cruel and unnecessary, but at the same time it was obvious that Mei Changsu still loved Jingyan. So many good, conflicted feelings! I also really enjoyed Jingyan's development from an abrasive kid to someone who learns how to walk the fine line between being diplomatic and holding on to your values. Very good content indeed.

The culmination was great, so satisfying, and I really appreciated how few people this show needed to kill to get an emotional reaction from me. Sure, there was the whole Chiyan Army in the past, but on-screen death of beloved characters? I count one. Game of Thrones, take note.

That one of course still wasn't okay and needs fixing. I've already poked AO3 a little, but haven't quite found the fic that I want yet. There's also a few ideas I want to try out in fic myself. I'm not sure I'll manage to write a whole fic in this fandom--so much research, ahh--but I do wanna try my hand, at least.

And to make this a little more than just a feelings- and info-dump, here's a link to a blog post with a bunch of really adorable promo pictures that most of you have probably seen already, but that I was absolutely delighted to find: Cute promo pics this way.

Have you seen NiF? (If not, what are you doing reading this??) If you have, please talk to me about it! :D