freak-out

I remembered what I wanted to say. I think I even did say it. I'M SO SCARED OMG :(. Seriously. By taking on this attempt at getting into film school I'm doing something that's really important to me, and there's just so much potential of me failing horribly. I don't like challenges. I like things to be easy. This won't be, and that scares me.

Gaah. I need to go to bed. Sorry. Didn't mean to freak out. Ugh, I want this whole talk-to-the-parents-and-apply-for-uni thing to be over and done with.